Emily, Ex-Christian, New Zealand
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Growing up in New Zealand, I was raised as a Christian however
my parents were not overly religious. As a young girl I went to
Sunday school every week and attended church with my grandmother
and went to Christian classes as part of the school curriculum. As
I got older I stopped going to church as I never really felt
passionate about Christianity. In my teenage years I made a few
mistakes as I got involved with a group of friends that were a bad
influence and my family decided to move to Australia at the
beginning of 2006 when I was 15.
I attended high school in Australia and really began to excel at
school and began a new life. I achieved the grades I needed to get
into my University Course so I moved out of home (closer to the
university) and into student accommodation. Up until this point I
had no idea about Islam except from what I had heard in the media,
I had never met a Muslim person before.
One of my housemates was a Muslim and he was very open minded and
was the most genuine, kind hearted person I have ever met. I did
not ask him much about his religion until I got to know him a bit
more and when I did I was very intrigued. I was asking him
questions everyday about everything from the Quran to Arabic words!
I was always interested and excited by the answers.
I was usually very skeptical about religions but with Islam I felt
connected right away. A year went by and I met a lot of Muslims and
they were all very kind and peaceful people and they were always
willing to answer my questions. I started doing my own research
just before I turned 19 and I knew I wanted to convert to Islam
before Ramadan 2009. The previous Ramadan I had fasted some days
but I later learned that none of those counted unless I was
Muslim.
After my 19th birthday I was eager to learn even more about Islam
as I received the book called "Don't Be Sad" which had a lot of
referencing to the Quran and I realized a lot of it was my theory
on life anyway. I then moved into a house by myself and I was very
lonely and depressed all the time. Because I was always alone,
whenever I said Bismillah (I begin with the name of God) I
felt very relieved and safe. I knew I needed to convert to Islam
but I didn't want my Muslim friends to think I was doing it just
because of them so I was very hesitant.
I was also hesitant because I did not realize how easy Islam would
be for a 19 year old girl. I was just very concerned that people,
even my friends, did not know much about Islam. Then one night I
had a dream that I was in Saudi Arabia and I was Muslim and I was
wearing a Hijab and it fell off in front of everyone, but nobody
said anything to me. When I woke up I felt this was a sign that
Islam was going to be easy for me. Many things happened to me over
the course of the few weeks, all of which I knew were signs from
Allah.
I was discussing my concerns with Zia and Samy from
islamreligion.com and they said why wait? You don't know what will
happen tomorrow. It just made so much sense. I wanted to convert to
Islam right away.
I was very nervous to tell my friend who had answered all my
questions over the past year as I didn't know what he would think.
He was very happy for me and he said he would help me and the next
day he brought me a compass as a gift so I could find the right
direction to pray. I learnt the Shahada and that evening
he helped me convert to Islam. I was so happy that evening, I cried
out of joy. It was one of the happiest moments of my life and I was
so glad my friend could be there with me to help me.
I have still not told some of my friends. I am waiting, in the
meantime I am still learning. All in all, I am loving my new life
as a Muslim. I hope everyday I can just learn more about Islam and
I am very excited for my first Ramadan
By Emily
islamreligion.com